Somehow

These eyes are red from watching TV non stop,
The head hurts from trying to sleep,
Everything is so loud but don’t hear a thing,
The only sound so clear is this heart breaking.

I really miss you.
I really miss you.
I really miss you somehow.

Too many questions knocking up this brain,
Crowding up the space with painful thoughts of you,
Everything looks important but none seems so now,
Need to be fixed but don’t know how.

I really miss you.
I really miss you.
I really need you somehow.

Maybe it’s time to get high,
Get away from this skin for awhile,
The hole the body fell into is too deep,
Trapped inside, can’t you hear the weeps?

I really miss you,
I really miss you,
I really need you now.

Time moves so slowly everything looks so fast,
Need to stop, need to get a life,
Half of this person, the soul on holiday,
This heart is so tired but the mind is still awake.

I really miss you,
I really miss you,
I still love you somehow.

I really miss you,
I really miss you,
I really still love you now.