Much-Much

You are my rainbow,
My only rainbow,
You make me happy,
When the day rains,
You never know dear,
How you are my saint,
Please don’t take
My rainbow away.

since 1985

My Two Cent Friend

Your ego's too high and your manners too low,
What you think important isn't actually so,
Pity now money's more relevant to your life's hub,
That you really had the heart to give our 9 years up.

Just in case he's wondering

1. When he says he'll call, he'll call.
2. I'm happy all the time.
3. He switched to Celcom.
4. He always makes me laugh.
5. I can make him laugh.
6. We laugh at others.
7. He thinks I'm beautiful.
8. Even though I'm not.
9. His taste in music does not suck.
10. He stopped some bad habits.
11. We do stupid things together.
12. He thinks about our future.
13. He's smart but doesn't know it.
14. He's talented.
15. He bought a car.
16. He's always on my mind.
17. He loves art.
18. He likes to feed me.
19. He loves me.
20. He's in love with me from the first time he saw me.
21. He scolds me.
22. He listens to my advise.
23. He's nice to my friends.
24. He has the most beautiful smile.
25. He held my hand when I'm not well.
26. The way he smells.
27. His attention can only be broken when a little kid walks by. (no, he's not a pervert)
28. His eyes sparkle.
29. He's not perfect.
30. When he helps people, he does it sincerely.
31. He wants a small wedding, like me.
32. He's gentle. Unlike me.
33. He cracked his head for my birthday present.
34. The way he talks about his childhood.
35. He can cause accident when he's giddy.
36. This is real. It's not mushy. Well, maybe a bit :)
37. He doesn't bitch about his ex.
38. The way he looks eyes closed.
39. His handsome beard.
40. He rescues me all the time.
41. It's so easy.
42. He worries about me constantly.
43. He switches drink with me coz mine sucked.
44. He's soft spoken.
45. He keeps up with my blog.
46. His doesn't care about his handphone.
47. He's learning to be thoughtful.
48. He always gives me links to the websites that he thinks that I would like.
49. His girly eyelashes.
50. He's my husband.

Pleaseeeeee

I wanna dive into a pool
Go naked on tuesdays
Hug something cold
and go naked on fridays
Swim in the toilet
Shave my hair bald
Be friends with penguins
and just stare into the wall
Please let me slap anybody
or migrate out of the Equator
Knock myself silly
and drink iced whatever
I will shower for the 14th time
Call in sick and sleep
Blaze the aircond on
and disassemble my limbs
I wanna honk and honk and honk
and shout and curse
Make Iceman mad
and then lay unconcious
Let me be anywhere on earth
Anywhere but here
Let me be anywhere on earth
Where I dont perspire.

A cup of hot milk and a tablespoon of honey

ZzZZZzZZzzzZZzzz...

Dah Nak Tido

Her: Hi, tengah buat ape?
Me: I nak tido dah.
Her: Jom ar borak.
Me: I dah nak tido dah.
Her: Dah basuh kaki?
Me: Dah.
Her: Dah pelok Hippop?
Me: Dah.
Her: Dah baring pandang kanan?
Me: Dah.
Her: Dah letak kaki dalam bantal?
Me: Dah.
Her: Alaaaaaa...

Oh, how well she knows me.
And how oblivious I was.

Dance

Muted dreamy orchestra
Composed gazillion miles away

Played by the stars and planets

Watch, my heart burns bright

Flaming fuchsia and bloody red

My love for you is simple

It's today and tomorrow and the week after

Let's dance to this song forever

Let’s dance to remember

Sigh, forever means till dawn

The morning sun’s ray
Breaks the moment of the song

turns our skins gold, black and brown,

But don’t you worry my love

We’ll go on with our lives alright

Same tune, same shade, same light,
but, We'll dance again tomorrow night.

Slow Night Drive

Lonely letters fall like late December rain
Link together and form tinkly words
Driving at night on the last lane
That melancholy feeling undisturbed
Random memories show up invitingly
Lingers affectionately like old lovers
The reflection smiles wistfully
And smile again seeing it in the mirror
It could be anything or nothing at all
But you're alone and you laugh and sigh
It could be for something or everything
But nothing could take away that slow night drive

Hard and light, kind and cool
Blur and bright, flawed, beautiful
What you see isn’t what you get
But what he said was what he felt
He speaks of honesty with honesty
and contradicts my perception of beauty
He feeds my soul He fills my heart
It frees my days and haunts my night
A safety blanket wrapped around my skin
I can’t help but wonder of days to come
Just when he takes my hand in his
Could it be more perfect than this?

Dedicated to me

Pretty flowers, cold breeze
American’s rocket, crosses winds
We climb a tree, as you take my hand
That tree I used to carve our names

I jump the pond, you try it too
Oh no, there’s a frog, wait they’re two
I laugh to see you jump off and fall
Again like so many times before

Horses and ponies and unicorns too
You draw them all in my book
I spill coffee onto them
Look! Brown breeds, you said,
Flip the next page and start again

-FG